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12 April 2008 @ 09:45 pm
09 April 2008 @ 12:51 am
    So....I got a job today! over the phone ...its an actual steady photography job ^__^!  I'll be working with Karen Walker, who is amazingly talented :), I cant wait to learn from her. Talking to her today just made my day...I wanted to call and tell everyone! Drew congratulated me as did my mom and friends.

    So why is it that I sit down to write what should be a positive entry with a heavy heart? I have no idea whats up with me...all I did was go to the gym, hang out a bit , talk to drew for a while and then I came home.  Maybe I'm just stressed out with school...I don't know...But when I got online and drew only talked to me about todays Dominic and then said he was going to bed. Which I understood because it was late.

I just wish we could've talked more...I should've made more time to talk tonight I realize, but still...sometimes I wish he was just really wanting to talk to me like I am for him some days. 

Who knows maybe I just miss those nights where he talked my ear off until 3am.

....or maybe its because I miss him.  I do. I miss him alot.  especially the sense of him wanting me....and not in 'that' way....but just excited to talk to me in general. I'm starting to wonder if I'm getting boring or predictable after 1 yr and 5 months.

I think sometimes a gril justs wants to feel wanted by her boyfirend, even when he's far away.

Maybe I'm just to sensitive.

I don't know what to feel I guess.

Current Location: GVA Couch
Current Music: Nine in the Afternoon- PATD
some old photos I dragged up that have no artistic or intrinsic value...but I love them, they're so random.

Thats all for this batch...I feel its enough to stare at:D
PS: look closely at that ice...I caught water mid air in front of a heart shaped hole..I was so geeked!
Current Location: Next to max
Current Mood: predatoryLa-La-La
Current Music: "He Gets That From Me"
11 February 2007 @ 02:55 am
Went to TC with Sora and Her Mum.
Had a blast
Got 2 Shirt, Necklace, 3 Mangas, kickass hat, and the new Fall Out Boy Cd!

I started playing guild wars today. God, I'm so noob it hurts...seriously, I think I might be bleeding. Lol. Kai any pointers?

I took some kick ass drama pictures today for Jackies big idea! ^_____^ editing is gonna be a bitch though.

Thats all I got.
Oh! my cars gone to hell , there may be no hope. New car shopping is a maybe.

Yes, I watched Step By Step,
Current Location: Bed Of Doom
Current Mood: thirstythirsty
Current Music: The Way I Feel Inside By The Zombies
09 February 2007 @ 02:43 am
Your Mastermind Plan to Rule the World!!! by Professor F
Relation to President Bush?
Your Evil Planyou plan to hypnotize the entire world with your boy band called durn skippy
Howduh stupid it's up there ^
With Whata pretty cape (actually a table cloth)
WhenMay 4, 3983
Chance of Success
You almost change your mind because...What Jared just died? Damn.
08 February 2007 @ 11:28 pm
Hey guys, I got this off of someones LJ and I wanted to share it... You put your MP3 player ( I did it with Itunes though) on "shuffle" and write down the songs you get (like the first one would be opening...and so on)
NOW DON'T CHEAT,  it makes it funnier! What it gives you is a soundtrack to your the movie of your life!
Heres Mine.

Opening Credits: “Death of Seasons” By AFI

Okay…that’s too cool, my life movie rocks.

Waking Up: “Flavor of the Weak” By American Hi-Fi

So apparently, I have a bf that doesn’t appreciate me as I wake up.

 First Day at School: The Sun” By Maroon 5

This is just too cool! The lyrics are “walking home after school…fresh dirt under my fingernails.”

Falling in Love: “My Unfortunate Erection (Chips Lament)” By Putnam County Spelling Bee. 

There are no words to describe how funny this is.

Breaking Up: “Take Me or Leave Me” By RENT

Okay, first chip, now this, its just too good! If only the other person was a guy, this would be a perfect breakup song.

Prom: “Wind It Up” By Gwen Stefani

My movie prom scene rocks! Me and my buds shaking it to Stefani.

Life's Okay: “Not Falling Apart” By Maroon 5

“I don’t mind floating in the water, no one ever notices me, as I play under the waves.”

Mental Breakdown: “Chapter One” By Lifehouse

“What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground? Do you pick up the pieces all around?”

Driving: “Spray Cheese” By Jim Gaffigan.

Apparently in my movie, I drive around to standup comics!

Flashback: “Come Together” The Beatles

I remember now …how I took on that flattop; my movie totally has a monster in it.

Getting Back Together: “Everybody’s Fool” By Evanescence

I yell at my lover for not being real, and tell them I don’t love them…and then we totally get back together. Movie perfect.

Wedding: “Boogie Wonderland” By Brittany Murphy

So my wedding is going to have a kick ass dance scene in which everyone joins in!

Birth of Child: “Because You Live” By Jesse McCartney

“Because you live, and breathe… there are twice as many stars in the sky” So cute and corny!

Final Battle: “Feel” By Matchbox 20

This is pretty cool. “...you crossed that line you can’t go back, tell me how does it feel now?!”

Death Scene: “Hurt” By Christina Aguilera

Okay, listening to this song and thinking of someone singing to me….makes for a kick ass death scene song. I’d be crying at my movie.

Funeral Song: “Goodbye to You” Michelle Branch

You cannot make this crap up!  “Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew.”

End Credits: “Gentleman” By Teddy Geiger

“I was blinded by the lights I saw reflecting in their eyes , it blinded me from the sea of everybody's smiles.” Well this movie is totally awesome! The OST may be a little poppy, but I think its perfect!

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Current Location: Bed Of Doom
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Bella Luna (Live)- Jason Mraz
23 September 2006 @ 02:58 am
Who makes you horny? Hobbits? Elves? Men? ...Something else??? by snorts
Who turns you on?Hobbits.
Why?You"re drunk.
23 September 2006 @ 02:20 am
I'm gonna stop being such a self-pitying and Emo Riku.

It really doesn't look good on me.
Sometimes you just need slapped in the face, and I had it.
I think I got it now.

Thanks guys^__^
21 August 2006 @ 02:02 pm
Dear Juan Valdez,

Stop tormenting with your good tasting Coffee that I can't afford!
With that out of the way

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you Grandmas Really Thin Pancakes. I miss making dirt Pizza (goldish clay dirt was the cheese).To say that I love you Never ending story even though Jessie made me watch you. Your eyes, I can't hide from your eyes, Grams. The ones that aren't working so hot right now. I'm sorry I make excuses because I dont wanna be on the phone forever. I'm sorry that I never make it out to see you, when I should be seeing you once or twice a week. I dont want you to ever go. I want you to see my wedding day, and Corey's Graduation, Jessies induction to the FBI, Josh's first CD. I know that probably wont happen, but I'm gonna keep hoping that it does. If you have to go, Im going to cry, but somehow , I'll know that you understand, that I understand.

I'm rather spry. After writing that, and stealing lyrics from Amber Pacific, I feel better. For I am ShaRiku, garudian of overpriced Cheesey Writing And Lime Chapstickery. Seriously though, when is someone gonna find me one of those, I'm at a loss.
Do you ever think that your not good at something boys and girls? Well thats okay, we all do...and when that happens, just breathe! becuase then you can be good at breathing. Instead of being not good at sports, drawing, school, dancing, autorepair,singing, midgetossing, photography, dog grooming, groveling, sewing, self piercing, or emoscity. Just Breathe! Although you'll never get a trophy.
I've come to the conclusion that I am a lazy fuck And that I'd like to walk around in a trenchcoat and sunglasses to make someone laugh. I think its a funny image. At least it'd make people say. "What the hell was that all about?!".

In Conclusion, Do not put all your eggs into other person's shoe while calling the kettle balck. It's just not good form.

Thank you,
The Staff of Riku
Current Location: The Living Room Floor
Current Mood: confusedDayDreaming
Current Music: No One Is Alone- Stephen Sondheim
21 July 2006 @ 12:09 pm
<a href="http://www.threadless.com/submission/82700/Gummi_Wars? GUYS! YOU have to get a Threadless Account and vote for this t-shirt! I want to buy it so bad! but it won't survive without good votes! Helppppppp me out!:) -Riku
Current Location: Couch of Doom
Current Mood: bouncyCool As Cuecumber
Current Music: 7&4 news music